A Last-Goodbye Note

[Caelesti]

 

I've meant to say my goodbye in a good way, but the puzzle shall replace that. 
I hope you get better with pain of your headaches by the way, though I wonder if this is a coincidence lol, if it is then my heart can't take it.
This message is another puzzle, obviously, and if you get back and I'm not here then you should solve it as well.
I did say I would only kill myself if you can't solve the puzzle before, but things don't always work out better and you know that.
You should solve the one before first before this one, this is a continuation of what I wanted to say after all.
I really hope you won't exert yourself enough to get hurt, you should relax a bit!
Who knows, we might see each other for real in our next lives lol, thank God if that's the case. 
And so, that's that.
Take care of yourself out there, Danielle.

 

 

Hint: Count the words with these numbers.

5 
23 
21 
24 
22
15
14
6
 

Rearrange them after you're done in this order: 1, 5, 7, 2, 4, 6, 4, 7.

 

When you're done with the ones above, do the same to this. 

10 
54 
48 
50 
12 
75
127 
120 
96 
136

 

 Rearrange them after you're done in this order: 3, 4, 2, 3, 4, 3, 2, 5, 3, 8.

 

ANSWER WHEN THE WORDS ARE REARRANGED.

Spoiler

I shall replace my pain better with goodbye.

And this is the only way so thank you, Danielle.

HOW???

Spoiler

my I better pain with replace shall goodbye = the answer to counting the numbers.

way and this is the only so thank you Danielle = the second.

 

Edited August 20, 2020 by Caelesti